A fear of vampires

A prick of the finger,

A feeling of faint,

I just want to help

But my body just won’t.
It’s something unconscious,

This fear of blood.

With a feeling of nausea,

The nurse says I’m done.
Donating blood,

A life saving action.

My body gives out 

And i cant even try.
A minor reaction

To a little pin prick.

The whole room responds,

Wet cloths for cooling,

A wheel-bed for laying

I’m told to lie down,

My mind dismaying.
A feeling of annoyance,

Dissapointment at one’s self.

They thank me for trying,

Just for even showing up
But i still feel a failure

I just don’t why

I couldn’t relax

I couldn’t just smile.

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